20 April 2008 ~ My First Levitation

It fucking snowed again! This weather is insane. It's April for fuck's sake. Go away. Ok, that's out of my system.

Aside from the crappy weather we've been having things are looking up for us. We have everything we need moved into the house and thanks to Mary's talent we have mom's garden growing already. Both Lindsay and Mary have been working on their talent and have become a lot more adept at it.

Lindsay has been trying to teach me to do what she does for a few days now. It wasn't until this morning that I was actually able to create the same sort of energy that she does. Nothing she said was making sense until I connected what she was describing with the air where she was focusing. I believe that the aura I see around the energy Lindsay makes is yellow because it has to do with the air and the energy that Mary makes is green because it has to do with the plants she is working with. That's the only thing that makes sense. I haven't been able to create any of the green energy that Mary makes yet. I've been focusing on learning what it is Lindsay does. At first all I could do was make the yellow energy form around my entire body in an uncontrolled mass. Lindsay helped me learn how to control it and focus it into one place. I usually choose to gather it all in my hand in the same way she does. From there we worked on moving it away from my body. That was even more difficult than bringing the energy into being in the first place. As soon as the energy moves away from my body it immediately wants to rush back into it. If I lose focus for a second then I lose control of the energy and have to start over. We spent all of today working on it until I was able to focus the energy enough to lift a coffee cup off of the kitchen table. The cup only lifted half an inch off the table, but that isn't bad for my first time. Lindsay was too tired and frustrated with me to keep going any more tonight. Tomorrow I plan on spending all day working on it until I get comfortable with it.

The more I try to figure out what is going on with the world the more confused I become. None of this makes any sense to me. Why would God suddenly change everything about the world. I'm pretty sure there wasn't anything like this in the Bible. I mean really, this is ridiculous.

Crolas