Ok, I don't actually expect anyone to ever read this, but Austin's studying to become a psychologist and suggested I start keeping a journal. So here goes.
I feel as if a lot is happening in my life right now and nothing at the same time. I've kind of just been going through the motions of my daily routine. Tuesdays and Thursdays I have free for the most part. I try to spend time working on my research project, but getting up at 14:00 is tough for me sometimes. I know that sounds absolutely ridiculous, but if I don't have something to do I just can't motivate myself to get out of bed, and sometimes it's because I was up until 05:00. I have been good about working out regularly at least. Rugby, Karate and other intramural sports have helped with that. Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays I get up in the morning and go to class all day, and by all day I mean all day. My first class doesn't start until 09:20, but I have classes or work for all but two hours until 21:30. Not that my work is actually hard, I am a computer lab assistant and the job requirements aren't exactly difficult considering most of the time I am doing homework or messing around on the computers doing something unproductive.
Anyway, I feel as if being a senior and looking for a job is stressing me out sometimes and other times I feel as if there's nothing to worry about whatsoever. I've looked into a few companies hiring Software Engineers and sent my resume to them, OK only one at this point, but I'm working on it. I'm a terrible procrastinator and it's going to bite me in the ass someday.
I feel like I'm on autopilot and need something to motivate me.
Alright, that's enough for tonight.
Crolas
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